I dunno where I should start this writing. There are just too many things in my mind that I wanna share to you all. It’s like hundreds of people talking at the same time in your mind and forced to be listened first. After a long selection process, well, maybe I’m gonna tell you about this first.
Love. Again and again. (Oh, please. Don’t be bored to read it. I beg you ;p )
You are (still) the coolest guy I ever met.
You don’t need your lover to spend your time. You used to be alone and do everything you like by yourself. You enjoy it.
You don’t mind if your lover can’t reach you by phone or text for a long long time.
You think, as long as she’s in a safe place, no reason for you to reach her and asking her “How are you, my dear? Are you okay?”
Just like there is no worry.
You can’t say things in a romantic way. You can’t beg and ask your lover persuasively.
You just say what you wanna say directly, no negotiations, and no romantic expressions.
You used to “leave” by signing off from Skype and not replying your lover’s text message every time you feel angry with her.
And just now… You are a jealousy person.
You make your lover feel terrible every time you prise about your lover’s ex, whereas she never prise about it first.
But why your lover choose to not leaving you?
What’s so special about you?
Why you can make her so much in love with you?
What makes her survive?
Why she was never be able to angry with you right in front of your face?
It’s just a simple answer that…
She loves you, she always waiting for your concern,
YOU’VE GOT EVERYTHING SHE NEEDS TO CHEER UP HER DAY.