Problems always never get too far from me lately. What kinda problems? Anything, like family, job, relationship with my bf, and the biggest one is a problem with my self.
All of those pressure sometimes make me stronger. Push me to give my best and make me try to stand still to face it. But u know, u just can’t always face all of those problems. Get many, sooo many things to think. There’s a time when u feel sooooo bored, trying to loosen up the tie that bind tightly on ur chest, and when u can’t do it u feel so terrible, don’t know what to do, feeling so empty, even u can’t tell ur closest friends/bf what the hell is going on! ure losing ur grip ur hold on to and finally u feel that ure out of ur mind.
Yeah. I’m in that final phase.
Those problems cause my freaky mind lately. Any small detail I consider it to be a big problem. I think into that small detail too much and finally my brain doesn’t seem to hold on any longer and change it into a tick-tack running bomb that ready to explode anytime. And when it explode, I think I will be in a mental hospital.
Depress emotion, lose ur interest and happiness, and always feel tired–> Depression Main Symptoms. (Diagnosis of Mental Disorder, as it were taught at my med school lately)
Dear Psychiatrist, I need ur help. Maybe some counseling and some of ur anti-depression medicine.